Have I Gone Back In Time?

Hm. Very interesting.

Perhaps there are things that trigger people to want to blog. Events, thoughts, emotions, desires; something has to drive people to write. And here I am, creating a new blog post--the first in almost half a year--and what is interesting is what has driven me back to my almost-entirely forsaken blog, For Such A Time As This. The reason it's interesting is because I can practically copy and paste my previous blog entry into this space--right here--and it would fairly accurately display what I am currently contemplating/experiencing.

Basically, this: It's almost as if I have become overly-stimulated by what I have been "ingesting" artistically. I feel such strong, artistic urges within and yet I have very little means to vent them.

This tells me something: art is something of the utmost importance to me, and it seems almost as vitally important for me to be able to express it as it is to ingest it. Hence my previous post; hence my current post.

The latest type of art I've acquainted myself with is the art of trance music. Metal has been my thing for a long time, and I absolutely love it; as I always say "the harder, the better." I've gone through a recent shift, however, and I find myself adoring the melody, the beat, and the overall intricacies of the trance genre. It's absolutely beautiful. And honestly I find it more musically satisfying, more appealing to my personality than metal music. Trance seems to draw something deep out of me. In my mind it almost feels like this is coming off as pompous, or prideful at any rate, but it just feels like there is something vast inside that, when confronted and fed with things that I find beauty in, only grows and wants to be exposed. It's my goal to expose it, and have a blast doing it.

I am convinced none of this is by accident, and it is only a matter of time before the pieces fall into place. It'll be in His time, because this is one of His things.